Magicaltwinkle: December 2004

It's raining or is it hailing?

Humm.. it's raining .. it's dark but it sounds like it's hailing.. the weather is going gaga.. wat's up with the world.. earthquakes, tsusumi so sad.. so many ppl dead.. brings a blanket of gloom around the world.. the news reporting all the time and the death toll increasing constantly.. so many ppl dead.. loved one lost .. it's so sad families being torn apart becoz of this disaster.. what a sad thing to happen... humm makes my heart sink ... that's so sad..

Today i went to east gardens to buy stuff and then got some nice surprise for my baby when he gets back home hehhee.. cant wait for him to get back i seriously miss him so much yesterday i went to swimming and stuff it's allrite feel so good to be exercising ...i feel good lalalala so good so good blah blah blah .. hehhee.. but i feel lonely still where is my baby .. i miss my baby so so much ... Anyways, i am so bored hahah again always so bored today i watched this movie it's quite allrite :)

Humm miss my baby.. want to talk to him so badly gonna call him later! allrite hopefully god helps those who are suffering in the diaster areas .. And i will pray for them every nite ..

Christmas and christmas eve

During christmas eve we went to midnite mass at Saint Mary it was so good.. the atmosphere was so beautiful.. and made me feel so good too.. Before going to church the guys came over and had pizza and then as usual played tekken.. humm.. hheehhee..

During christmas thomas and me went to the blue mountains and had lunch with my auntie and uncle.. It was so good.. lunch was fantastic and it was delicious! hehhe my uncle is such a good cook ! Then we went to see their new hse which looks so good.. really cozy i wanted to take more photos but my stupid camera has got no more battery! wat the hell .. damn.. oh and i had a nap while waiting for time to pass .. slept with ning she's so cuddly miss my spots so much can't wait to go back to spore to cuddle my baby spots! Talked to my baby stacked so happy! hehehe My baby as in alan not spots hahaha..

Last nite i was bored stiffed at home .. but time passed really fast .. went to watch blade at nite with the guys .. the movie was allrite nothing fantastic .. humppzz prob it's just diff without alan hehehe.. i was suppose to watch it with him well.... can't help it coz i wanted to go out ..

Today i am suppose to get up early so i could go shopping at myers coz it's after christmas sale but i can't be stuffed waking up so early hehehe.. well gonna go soon anyways i just want to get some stuff nothing much to buy also there shld be things left for me to get when i go.. then gonna go to felix's hse to help him get his letters and start his car and check his hse ... well later then byeee...

Uncle chris with his new sunnies

Thomas feeding birds at my uncle's backyard

Smoked ham with tomatoes

Yummy .. wat a spread there is roasted pork and chicken

Me and thomas..

Christmas eve at saint mary.. isn't it beautiful

It's Christmas Eve

My first christmas in Aussie... i had the most scary dream this morning when i dreamt of momo.. was so real.. it felt so real i was so scared! was having my hair standing and stuff but i prayed and i felt better after tat.. then i went swimming with andrew and thomas .. did 10 laps or maybe more can't really remember.. did abit of gym 10 mins of cycling and 20 sit ups hehhe so slack.. just feel so lazy

Anyways, we are going to church tonite at 113o.. saint mary's church humm really wanna go to church and do some worship haven't been to church for sometime feel kinda bad.. oh yar and then andrew, thomas, nilam and kandy will be coming over to my place for pizza later can't be bothered to cook so humm.. i dun think i will be frying the chicken wings coz i cleaned my kitchen yesterday..

I am feeling lonely, it's just diff without alan in sydney.. missing him so badly haven't heard from him the whole day and i dun wanna call him coz better not call incase he is busy but then i really miss him badly and i feel like talking to him.. waiting for his msg the whole day but humm.. he hasn't replied me yet! feeling kinda miserable and lonely on X'mas eve .. never felt like that before.. humm.. well i suppose i just have to try and get used to it.. watching cartoons now.. it's raining adding to my moodiness :( tomorw i am going to the blue mountains to have christmas with my auntie, uncle, thomas and their neighbours.. well at least i am spending christmas with someone .. if not i will seriously be alone here.. So sad .. i want my hugs and kisses just waiting and waiting doesn't really help either... damn and it's only the 2 day since he is back .. sob sob sob sob... MISERABLE ME! well just watch cartoons first and wait for them to come and accompany me.. for now.. ciao

for the past few weeks

I have been so busy ever since the school term ended! so tiring.. been going out so often i am going out with alan for the first week .. hanged out at his hse and him at mine and then we went out with our friend before they all left for overseas.. so we went to balmoral beach and balmain for chocolates and etc.. which was so cool after nard left .. thomas arrived and so did david and euli (alan's friend) my baby had started work experience so i had to bring them around.. thomas wasn't very keen on going out.. so sianz.. but i was really busy showing david and euli around.. went to so many place over the past week that me and alan decided that we have not been out so much for the whole year as compared to during the week hehhee... anyways we went to places like la perouse.. manly beach, woolloomooloo, darling harbour, opera hse, clubing, fine dining at cafe sydney etc.. so many many more places.. can't really remember damn.. anyways i had heaps and heaps of fun..

Alan is back in taiwan and hk he just left today i am so upset.. miss him so much already how am i gonng last for 2 weeks!?! damn...i am so lonely.. thomas is leaving on dec 26 so i can only hang out with andrew, legomo, nilam and kandy so sianz.. i want my baby to faster come back!! Waiting for him to call me so sad.. sob sob sob.. today i just cleaned my hse so messy and dirty, did laundry and stuff now just uploading photos and updating all my friends! well this is it.. look at the photos.. ttaata... byee.. hope that time flies faster!