It's Christmas Eve

My first christmas in Aussie... i had the most scary dream this morning when i dreamt of momo.. was so real.. it felt so real i was so scared! was having my hair standing and stuff but i prayed and i felt better after tat.. then i went swimming with andrew and thomas .. did 10 laps or maybe more can't really remember.. did abit of gym 10 mins of cycling and 20 sit ups hehhe so slack.. just feel so lazy

Anyways, we are going to church tonite at 113o.. saint mary's church humm really wanna go to church and do some worship haven't been to church for sometime feel kinda bad.. oh yar and then andrew, thomas, nilam and kandy will be coming over to my place for pizza later can't be bothered to cook so humm.. i dun think i will be frying the chicken wings coz i cleaned my kitchen yesterday..

I am feeling lonely, it's just diff without alan in sydney.. missing him so badly haven't heard from him the whole day and i dun wanna call him coz better not call incase he is busy but then i really miss him badly and i feel like talking to him.. waiting for his msg the whole day but humm.. he hasn't replied me yet! feeling kinda miserable and lonely on X'mas eve .. never felt like that before.. humm.. well i suppose i just have to try and get used to it.. watching cartoons now.. it's raining adding to my moodiness :( tomorw i am going to the blue mountains to have christmas with my auntie, uncle, thomas and their neighbours.. well at least i am spending christmas with someone .. if not i will seriously be alone here.. So sad .. i want my hugs and kisses just waiting and waiting doesn't really help either... damn and it's only the 2 day since he is back .. sob sob sob sob... MISERABLE ME! well just watch cartoons first and wait for them to come and accompany me.. for now.. ciao